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| Being that I have built this site to be a "Personal Site" .. I am welcoming you into a few of my previous experiences, thoughts and heart-aches. I wrote all of the following poems when I was very young. They are poems that I included in a book that I wrote called "Pakni" © 1987. |
| DREAMS OF FANTASY Do you ever stop to face what they call Reality; Or is your day to day world filled with Dreams of Fantasy; Do you stop to reflect on all that you know; Do you have the personality to steal the show; What have you learned on this mission called Life; Have you grown stronger with happiness and strife; Have you used every minute, for it wont come again; Have you kept your morals with those fine looking men; Are you really satisfied with who you say you are; Can your thoughts drift away without going too far; Do you ever stop to face what they call Reality; Or is your day to day world filled with Dreams of Fantasy. Written: July of 1984 © Pakni 1987 |
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| STARDUST Stardust falls soft like a snow flake; It’s not real, it appears to be fake; You look at it, like a dream come true; Outta touch from the real you; It hits you like an angels tap; The result is like a devils slap; It makes you feel like a bird that’s free; High in the sky, over the sea; So hot flashes and cold sweats, means your addicted, that you can bet; Now it’s got control all over you; You’re weak and feeling real blue; You wonder if it’s really all that good; You would quit, if only you could; So now you’ve aged, you look a mess; You want to stop, you need the rest; It’s your fault, you fell like snow; Stardust isn’t for you to blow! Written: 12-7-79 © Pakni 1987 |
| THE DECISION C’mon Baby, let’s take alittle tripp; I got something that’ll make you flip; It’s not mild, it’s really quite strong; I think you’ll like it, but I might be wrong; You might trip, or you might freak out; But it’s an experience, that’s no doubt; I want you to try it, just this one time; Please don’t ask me for another dime; You can’t do it often, like every day; You’ll be addicted, that’s all I’ll say; I had a friend, that started like you; She wanted more, cuz she felt real blue; And when I said no, she ripped off her mother; To buy her dope from her younger brother, She kept it up, it got pretty bad; Hot flashes and cold sweats, were really quite sad; She was a pretty girl, and real sweet too; But she liked dope, just like you; So try it out and take it kinda slow; You can run it, but it’s not like sno; It’s your decision, so make it right; But take your time, we’ve got all night. Written: 07-04-1980 © Pakni 1987 |
| DEAR GOD Dear God, this is a prayer from me to you; I pray for the strength to make it all true; You know of the promises, I did not keep; Well I’m changing my path tonight as I sleep; I’m putting my life all in your hands; Trusting you from land to land; I believe you know my innermost thoughts; You know that I was mentally lost; So I’m asking you to take control; Give me strength in body and soul; Bless my potential and broaden my mind; Help me realize, I am one of a kind; God please, I’m calling on you; You’re the only one who knows what to do; So again I pray, that we can be friends; And my family and I can make amends; Home I could go, determined and strong; Blessed by you, I can do no wrong; So lead the way, bring the real me back; Guide me always, on the right track; It is You I love and give all my thanks; For helping me to again, find strength; Thank you God, I knew you were there; So now with you, my life I will share. Written: May 30, 1984 © Pakni 1987 |
| BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT Realizing the gift, that you have given me; I know you’re the life, you’re all I see; You sent me on a mission to conquer all things; Giving me the world, we’ll always have strings; You gave me a choice of right or wrong; You give me potential to write this song; You give me the mind that keeps on growing; My belief in you will always be showing; You’re a Beautiful Spirit that wont go away; I really must Thank You for this wonderful day! Written: 03-20-85 © Pakni 1987 |
| WHISPERED CRIES I call you up, I just wanna talk; Maybe in person, lets take a walk; You’re so sexy with incredible eyes; Lets make love, no strings, no ties; I want your body, wrapped around mine; To experience my touch, you’ll feel just fine; So what’s the problem, lets connect; It’s very simple, just be direct; We’ll share ecstasy, for just one night; Drifting away into the sunlight; An erotic moment, we won’t forget; To full fill my fantasy, you wont regret; So share your body, no strings, no ties; I wanna hear your whispered cries. Written: September 1987 © Pakni 1987 |
| WHO’S FAULT The big green eyes that steer you down; Was daddy’s girl in his hometown; The thoughts and words, that speak with guilt; Started with a reputation that had been built; The hair that was pretty and real long; Had to go, for she had done wrong; The A’s in school, suddenly dropped; Communicating with Dad, suddenly stopped; Her straight friends and childish ways; Were forgotten, in just a few days; She started to change from good to bad; When Dad noticed, he seemed so sad; She wonder’s if all she’s done is really true; Splitting of her family, makes her feel blue; Parents don’t love each other anymore; Mom packed up, walked out the door; The baby faintly remembers having a big sister; But big brother keeps saying, He missed her; Her 12 year old sister, don’t know where to turn; She doesn’t understand, but she wants to learn; What’s she gonna do out there on her own; She’s really in pain, and she’s all alone; Pam, is this girls name; She needs her Dad, she don’t like this game; He put her through hell, and she’s really hurt; Want’s to go ‘home’, but he treats her like dirt; He never cared, and he’ll never be proud; Doesn’t want her, wouldn’t know her in a crowd; But she’ll live on hoping for the best; Sure she’s alone, but she’s better than the rest! Written: 03-14-78 © Pakni 1987 |